I’ve had two different dreams where I was very pregnant, in the past 2weeks. I have awoken from both and have felt paralyzed and weighed down and scared, upon waking in my bed. I then feel relieved, coming to my senses and remembering I’m not pregnant and it was only a dream.
First dream: I am VERY pregnant, and I am running down the street with my mom and dad. (in real life I am 23yrsold by the way) I am mad at them, very upset at them and I am trying to run away from them. I can feel and see my huge gut, especially underneath it, it’s like I have to hold it up to run. I eventually run into the side of a person’s yard in a residential area, to lose my parents, and go inside the person’s house. No one is home and I go into a beautiful dining area, where there is hardwood flooring and a lot of flowers, I try to hide in this room. I feel panicky, alone, scared that I’m about to give birth, scared that I am all alone and that my b/f is not with me, and scared the home owners will come home and i’ll get in trouble for trespassing. I’m sooo nervous and my heart is racing, as I try to find a closet/bathroom to actually hide in. I then hear the owners opening the front door! I’m holding my gut and all of a sudden I have a splash of water on my feet, my water broke in their house and I am scared and alone and have no idea what to do. Then I WOKE UP! I was soooo scared when I woke up from this dream. More than anything, I felt alone, ashamed, and terrified IN this dream. . .
2nd Dream, I had this lastnight: I am on a college or high school campus, it is daytime, there are a lot of students around. I’m in a good mood. There are a lot of green/grassy areas and I am outside on this campus. I have a couple of friends around me whom I don’t recognize. I am then sitting on a grassy knole area, with these friends around me, and I look down and I have a huge pregnant belly. I feel heavy and less movable. I panick and look up and I see Ryan Reynolds (the actor) and Reese Witherspoon (the actress) sitting with me amongst the other friends. We are just sitting on the grass casually talking. I apologize to Reese for sleeping with Ryan, because somehow I know they’re together!! And the baby I’m carrying is from a one time thing with Ryan!!!! Reese tells me it’s okay, and then changes the subject. I am looking Ryan right in the face, as we are all still sitting close on the grass, on campus. Now that I know I my pregnant state, I realize I ruined my life for a one time thing with Ryan. And in my head I feel really HUGE, vulnerable, and upset that I am pregnant. I think to myself that maybe I can put the baby up for adoption, like the girl in the movie Juno did. Once this thought comes over me, I feel more at ease and forget I am pregnant for a second. Next scene in the dream, I am on campus again, a different school, it’s an inner city type of school, and I have a lot of black friends, the weather is muggy/rainy out, and I have energy and I’m kind of walking fast to class, again I am very pregnant and I realize it, and a huge feeling of disappointment comes over me. I try to remember who got me pregnant, and why I’m just finding out! I can’t think, but I just know I’m mad to be pregnant. I stop at a picnic table with a bunch of other girls. . . hispanic/black girls, we stop before class, one girl lights up a blunt and offers it to me, I forget I’m pregnant, and I say okay and she passes it to me, I drop the blunt on the ground! All of a suddent the bell rings and I try to run to class. I have a thick jacket on, my backpack, and of course my huge gut I’m running/wobbling to class. I’m late to class, and it’s a music class that’s already started, and I go in through the back entrance, everyone in class is sitting on the wood flooring and the students playing the instruments are in the front of the class standing up, and LL COOL J is the instructor for this class. I try not to interupt as I sneak in and make my way to the floor, to watch too, and a friend of mine see’s me and she calls me to sit by her. I listen for a second the music playing, a lot of trumpets, and I think to myself I can’t believe I’m pregnant, what’s happened to my life? Then I WOKE UP. And I felt paralyzed and had a heavy weight on me. Then I opened my eyes and moved around and realized it was all a dream.
What do these dreams mean?! Thanks